The concept of Satan, or God's opposite, also irks me. Why would a cosmic being have an opposite? Why would there be someone of equal or close to equal power out there fighting his creator, or even his other half, for control over that which the cosmic being had originally created, be it directly or indirectly? It doesn't make sense to me. What is so supreme about a being that has a polar opposite of equal power, or a being that isn't even whole?
And before you say Satan was nothing compared to the all powerful God of the old testament, I suggest you actually read what happened regarding Satan's rebellion. Not only was Satan able to convince a large portion of God's army to side with him, but God was so scared that he might lose, that he struck preemptively. A God that is capable of feeling fear is no God at all. The fact that Christians suggest God and Satan are warring over who wins our souls suggests to me that their God isn't even a supreme being, but a being of limited power.
God was never afraid . . . he simply didn't want to punish his children. These were the beings closest to him. Sadly, there came a time when perdition was the only answer, and they were ejected from heaven permanently with a flick of his wrist. Hardly the fear you are speaking of.
Further, Satan is not god's opposite, he is our opposite. Satan translates to the Advesary. He is the accuser of mankind, not god. In fact, many texts cite that his rebellion, while prideful, was not along the lines of:
"I'll take over heaven and destroy god!"
It was more like:
"I know I'm going down, but I'll take those god damn monkeys with me."
And so ever since, Satan seeks to take men from gods side, and keep them here, where he was given dominion. According to my studies, he seems to have never thought that he was rebelling against God. He refused to serve man, and chose to save God from surrounding himself with filth.
Upon reading through again, I see that this thread is practically demanding a literal farm of warnings for borderline flaming.
First and foremost, Alea you are asserting something that simply isn't true. My "indoctrinated faith" died long ago. I didn't go to church for many years, and I generally speaking, don't believe in what my mother believes. I do not believe because I fear everlasting hell. The proof is there for me, I found enough of it to believe, through observation, in at least part of Christian "Mythology". After this event, I have been a believer ever since. I struggle, day to day, to justify what I know against what I've been taught. It has been an interesting journey, and I would love to share it with you all, however, I might as well tell you tales about dragons and faries, you'll have as much reason to believe it as Christianity . . . unless you undertake the same journey. Even then, my journey is not for you, it is something you must have faith in, look for yourself, and then know. If you do not have faith, you cannot find the path that will lead you to what you seek.
It is the double edged blade of religeon. One cannot know without believing, and some cannot believe without knowing.
Either way, I have my proof, and I believe because I know, not because I have been brainwashed. Also, what you atheist and agnostics know about Christianity, on the whole, is authored by what I like to call a false church. In the end, majority of Christians have been led astray, and it is something that makes me sleep light at night.
At any rate, cool it down in here or I will shut down the thread and hand out warnings to all involved.