I lol'd at the fact that you posted on a forum to say that. GG.
Now find where I said what we're discussing isn't important because there are more constructive things to do like improving the living standards throughout the world. Oh wait, that wasn't me. That was Avenger. I said if you're going to post in this topic, on a forum, you're obviously not out there changing the world so you might as well discuss the subject at hand. Grow up and stop trying to take potshots. You're obviously not clever enough to do so effectively since you aren't even able to place things in their proper context.
At Chakra:
They say anyone who has ever changed the world knew that they were going to do it somehow, but didn't know exactly how it was going to go down until the opportunity presented itself. For me, it isn't a matter of if I'll make a noticeable impact on this planet, but when and how. I also hope that the impact I make is positive in nature. However, I realize impacting the world isn't necessarily a positive thing, and I'd hate to shame my descendants by being the next Stalin, so I'm constantly reinforcing personality traits that benefit me while addressing what I believe may hinder me, negatively affect others or may become a liability if left unchecked. Then of course there are grey areas where I'm not really sure which way I should go. For example, I can be highly manipulative and while I may have used my abilities to persuade people into doing what I want, even going so far as to convince them that what I want is really what they want but they just didn't know it, I know it is an ability that I'll need to use at some point and it may very well be a tool I'll require later in life when I need to negotiate or what have you. I also have a tendency to turn my friends and their friends, and generally anyone I come in contact with for extended periods of times into followers without meaning to do so, and that is something I actually despise about myself. I don't need followers and I most definitely don't need sycophants. I really don't know how to combat that, so it's something I'm still working on, although irritating or angering a person is sometimes enough to snap them out of their daze. I could go on about myself, but I highly doubt anyone actually cares so I won't bother.
At this point, I don't think I'm going to grow out of the notion that I can and will make a difference. I've felt this way for pretty much all of my life, and the sense that it will happen has only grown stronger. Who knows, right? Maybe my teachers were right about me having vast potential.
Or maybe I suffer from delusions of grandeur. I guess we'll find out in due time.
