A game. Who would have thought that a game could have a effect on me?
I spend hours a day playing it. and yet i dont seem to get better.
I get called names like newb or you suck but i am trying my best...
So what should i do? i work hard learn all the moves yet my skills are going nowhere.
Maybe it is my age? Maybe if i was 13 again i could train my reflexes faster.
I was playing this game one day and it hit me. Maybe they are all hackers!
I just laugh to myself thinking sure all of them hack ya right. as i practice more and more.
i start to wonder what am i doing wrong?
i record demos study the way i kill. i study what i do wrong and why someone kills me.
at last i see what it is. it was in front of my face the whole time. I was trying to hard.
I was not having fun i was trying to be the best i was caring what people think of my skills.
As i go to the sever that people laughed at me. I can only smile at the words of bs,hacker and wtf.
A game is just that a game dont let the game control you because that is never fun.