Whoever said they had a friend that grew up in adisfunctional family, and hes pretty normal or whatever.
My family has been screwd up for generations. and my real grandfather is some rapist dude that raped my grandmother but thats another story. but I also have alot of the genetic mental disorders passed down(Dammit). I've got a **** load, and my little brother has even more he can't distinguish whats real or not anymore. He tried to kill my little sister on numerous occasions. He was sexualy molested and seen some sick **** too. We both have Paranoid Schizophrenia(He has child hood Schizophrenia) and depression. Among a buncha of other crap like R.A.D and B.P.D. Our father wasn't the greatest man on the planet, hes done some sick and twisted ****, he was great to his children and our friends he was actually awsome. didn't want us to grow up like him. He'd always take us to places cool places. but he used to beat our mother brutally in front of us.
What I'm trying to say is its really hard to grow up normal and not disfunctional, with all these mental illnesses and stuff.
I don't want sympathy even though it may seem like it. I just need to talk about this it helps me alot.
Oh yeah on happy news. I have a new baby brother born on tues day last week.(I don't live with my mother I haven't since I was 10) He has a diffrent father so hes not related to the blood thats all really messed up. My moms 33 and shes got 6 kids......(Im gonna be like 40 years old to some 18 year old brother.)o_o
Thx for letting me talk about some of this.