This topic is such a damn joke. But what do you expect?
Anyway I've never heard of an emo-goth stress-cutter suicidally depressed Korean before. So maybe he'll just be the kind that does really well, goes to MIT or something, and THEN kills himself.
Just kidding. Look, crazykorean, you're young and stupid. Act like a kid for now, play with your action figures, play tag in the park, and kickball and dodgeball and all of that crap, and for god's sake go to recess, you'll never ever get to ever again. Then wait until your ass is like 16 to start *****ing about your life like most whiny kids do at that age, you're not the only one. Even then people are going to tell you to suck it the hell up, things could be worse. And you know what? They're all right.
You seem to be very depressed about life and at the same time you can say some real haughty crap. I'd go so far as to think you're just ploying for attention, which isn't abnormal for a kid to do, but if you wanna go out of your way to be an ass and make some empathetic people actually worry about your spotlight-seeking self, then you're really crossing a line. You're fine. Suck it up. You don't need to know your goddamn career at age 10, screw your drums teacher and play whatever it is you WANT to play, you don't need to study for -middle school-, those 3 years are fun as hell and worthless at the same time (in terms of your future).
This kid is a product of modern over-achiever parenting. Instead of cracking kids into suicidal depressions in high school, it's happening in elementary school. Sad, sad world we're liviing in now.