Im sure this question has crossed the minds of many... But as much
as this question has bothered me... I decided to create a topic...
Maybe if we all put our ideas together, we could just come up with
one big theory? I dont know... I never know... no one will ever
know... and im tired of not knowing... aren't you?
Sometimes... I talk out loud, not to myself... to the... just in
case-god... I dont know if there is a god... I dont know if there
is a heaven, I dont know if there is a hell, or a satan... But I
do know one thing... the way I see religion... Its for people that
are delusional... When I die... will it be my fault that I went to
hell? Because I did not beleive in god? Not long ago, god was just
known as god... these days hese known as Jenova. I shouldn't be
the one to blame. There is no proof in this world of there being a
god. For all we know the Bible was just written by some guy who
was wondering about the same thing and just asumed we were put
here by some superior being.
Another thing... Why do I live, but others die? I am probably one
of the most useless people on this planet... I am not successful
at anything... I have no talents... I cant dance, I cant sing, I
dont do anyone any favors. All I do is fight, hurt others, if its
emotionally, or physically... Im hyperactive, and half the time I
do nothing but stay at home or hang out with my "friends". I have
no job, I dont support my parents, I dont help out around the
house... mainly because my mother is a good-for-nothing ***** who
does what her boyfriend tells her to do. If anything she should
be the one to die. She never supported me or gave me money when I
needed it, she lied to me about being married to the son of a
*****...
There is no answer to these questions... And what is time? Where
did it begin? And what is, what was? before time even began...
What is outer space? And is it infinite? If so why is it there?
If it is limitless what is the point of all that space? If it is
limited then where does it end? If there is a god... why is it
so wrong to drop the answer on us? If we rebelled against his or
her wishes he/she could easily destroy us. Or is god, just the
"second wheel"? Is Lady Destiny more superior than god? Can miss
fate change his fate as well as ours? If so then what is her
purpose?
Fate...and god... My reasons as of to why I beleive its all a
dream... The only diffrence is that... when you die... you'll
literally be paralyzed forever... in an eternal darkness... Why
be placed on a huge green and blue ball... why feel pain...
where as the book says... it can easily be taken away... I dont
know about you, but life would be much easier without churches
or religion.