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Hey guys its like 6 in the morning here in Cali. Couldnt sleep due to the fact that someone i loved has left me...for someone she only knew for like a week. So Saturday was pretty ****ty for me. Stressful beyond belief. I had a girl friend who i thought cared for me, loved me, was the only one for me...and that all changed with reasons that a 3 year old could come up with..The sad part is i really thought this girl was the one for me. I thought she was totally different from the rest becuz i saw something in her that i just loved to pieces. Wasnt her outer beauty. It was her completely. Inside and out. THe longest time i was in love...now that i see it was complete and utterly a waste of my emotions..A waste of 4 months i thought were special. I just dont understand how could this be? She said she cared for me, loved me, etc. So why the sudden change? Why dump me for a guy that she just met? (not just met met but she knew him for like a week, most likely less...) She told me im the perfect guy. She told me she would never change her mind. That all changed in freaking 1 day? I just dont understand that. Its been racing through my mind this whole day that i was almost on the brink of smoking...something i vowed never to do. I still am stressing it out even when i try to let it go..in my sleep it wakes me up. I dont know if i need to cry some more or if i just need to walk more. It just doesnt make sense..Im really sry for posting this but i had to let it out..and since its so late i knew that the boards were open for whatever i had to say..so this is what i ask to you guys. Why go out with another guy when she says im the perfect guy, etc.?
I know i gotta let it go...but ive been trying for the past 6 hours. I keep waking up...so if anyone has some kind of answer i would really like to know.
I know i gotta let it go...but ive been trying for the past 6 hours. I keep waking up...so if anyone has some kind of answer i would really like to know.