Trolling a thread wherein a person's father is having a heart attack?
I'm sorry - I understand the value of sarcastic comedy and the fact that posting on a forum isn't going to resolve the OP's situation, but some of you are genuinely being *******s. Before any of you pipe up and say "Well, how do you expect us to respond? It's a gaming forum! LULZ!", grab a brain and realize that it doesn't change the fact that this is a problematic situation for at least one person. If you can't offer anything useful besides jackassery, then don't post.
For the benefit of the OP, I'm closing this. There's nothing of value that any of us can do for you right now.