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Is it wrong for me to enjoy ESF as a means to vent my anger on other people? I'm a fairly level-headed, nice guy, and yet, when I'm playing ESF I take sheer, sadistic joy from blasting people to pieces and slamming them into things over and over and over again. It isn't enough to simply beat them, I have to kill them repeatedly. Track down the same person and keep killing them until they leave or my lust for inflicting pain on his ESF form is sated. I don't mean start screaming at my monitor and smacking the keyboard, like you see in those Google vids, but experiencing a rush from knowing I beat that person and that beyond a shadow of a doubt, I am the better player. Until that point is reached where all my anger has been unleased and I start to calm down, I find myself purely violent towards my fellow man.
Maybe this should have gone as one of those anonymous confessions, but I wanted some actual feedback. Am I a bad person? In fact, lets make it a poll.
Maybe this should have gone as one of those anonymous confessions, but I wanted some actual feedback. Am I a bad person? In fact, lets make it a poll.