Wow, what a sum up...
I gave up on trying to get girls.. I gave up on friends.. Hell, I even gave up on giving a damn.
Last year I was more conservative, cuz I was at a new school, and I didn't know anybody, and... Then I screwed it all up, and I have possibly only 1 friend, and people who want to be my friends but are so damned obnoxious and I refuse to have them as friends... And I met some cool, nice girls, and then I ****ed up even having friendships with them, and so now, in round 2, I just say "**** it all"...
I don't try to make friends, I don't care what people think of me... Guys call me g4y, girls call me stalker. Big deal... they're shallow, all of'em. And most of'em aint even good lookin'...
I wouldn't mind a girlfriend, but I don't really have the time... or the money. I'm sick of bending over backwards for all these immature fools... Kirk said it best when he said "Let them die!"
The thing about my school is that they are DECIDEDLY their own cliques... It's not so much that they all dress the same... it's the fact that all the people in the school that think the same WEAR the same stuff.
None of these people think differently. They're either goth (subdivisions including punk and skater) or Preppy (sub divisions including jocks and airheads)... And they choose to dress the parts.
If you see a person in black in this school, yeah, they're goth: They're rude, self-involved and inclinced to spit on academics because they're "different".
If you see a person in pink, frilly crap in this school, yeah, they're preppy: They act nice at first, but if you seem just a little bit different they think you're dirt.
I'm totally screwed in this small, Canadian town: I was born in Georgia, so living up here is a sin of some sort, I don't hang out, I don't go to parties, I like doing my homework, my hair is long... what really screws me over is 1) I don't do drugs, 2) I'm a nice, old-fashioned guy, 3) I'm mature... the only thing I got working for me? My southern accent... These girls are so shallow... They dig the fact that I'm a "redneck," but beyond that to hell with me.
... Highschool sucks.