reinstalled

Ok, so after a long time of no hl cs or esf..i reinstalled...ok so heres the thing i have cs retail and when i installed esf i installed it to my steam, steamapps, cs folder but when i click on the esf icon i go 2 cs...and i dont know how to play lol...:(

ive been doing a couple renders. what ya think i havent figured out what kind of hair style iw ant him to have.

just reinstalled photoshop and lost all my own brushes :( i used google but not much stuff i'm looking for anyone have any good sites for brushes?